Living Alone

My padmate, Jheng decided to leave last March 30 and be with her family in Antipolo. The day she left was so gloomy and I felt emptiness, not only because the place was left almost empty but it was such a lonely feeling that I'll be literally alone then.

My first night was very long and I couldn't sleep at all. Sad thing was, I didn't even have a television that time and I almost finished 2 novels that night just to fall asleep. Unfortunately, morning came, I was still awake.

Things were different now when Jheng left. The place has its total changed look. New things are now in place. At night, I appreciate now that I have Lionel, Ritchie and Thirdy beside me (they are my lion stuff toys ;-)). Most of the time, I go home very late just for me not to feel that I'm totally alone.

Well, I am beginning to get used to be alone now. I eventually like to make things in proper before I leave. Most of all, I appreciate everything in my place now. Hopefully, one day, I have somebody to be with and not be alone again....